Friday, February 13, 2015
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Thursday, January 01, 2015
If it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out.
Maybe its me.
Maybe i should be the one looking at myself and seeing how i can improve as a person.
Nobody owes me anything.
You probably will never see this or know how i ever felt.
But i' m sorry.
Sorry for feeling the way i did.
For thinking that i should be entitled to anything.
For seeing u as a bad person.
For complaining and whining like some great wrong had been done to me.
I'm sorry. I'm not worthy.
Become a better man.
That's my new year resolution.
Monday, May 05, 2014
Monday, February 24, 2014
Seeing your 2 best friends break up just months before they get married. 除了他们两个，最难过的应该是我了。
Its affected me way more than i can imagine..
When i was always down with my own relationship problems, they were always there.
And now, i am witnessing how their relationship is going down the drain..
尤其当我一向来都不看好这段感情时，but i had always hope and pray that maybe it might work out 1 day...
Its very depressing to see your own prediction come true. Its very depressing to know how much pain your best friends are going through because you have been through them yourself.
Its like seeing my own failed relationship but 10 times worse. When you gave your all, and in the end you lost everything.
I was so hurt when mine failed. I can't imagine how they feel.
And knowing that, i feel sad for them. The sadness is overwhelming.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Monday, September 09, 2013
People do change over time..
Once upon a time, i probably wouldn't even give a damn about what people think about me.
Nowadays? I get real pumped up when people look down on me, shit on me.
Real pumped up to be better and show them what i 'm made of.
For better or worse?
But it's precisely what i need to motivate me to run after a long and tiring day at work.
Don't fucking look down on me.