Friday, July 17, 2015

一杯酒

喝完这一杯,


也该下定决心,告别这一阵子的堕落。



好像每到一个时间点,都会面临一个低潮。



这就是人生的起起伏伏吗?




至少,年纪越大,起伏的波动也变小。



再堕落也不会允许自己回到最堕落的自己。



然后经过无数次的教训也学会了,飞得越高,跌下来的时候也越痛。




原来平稳还是最好的。



Friday, February 13, 2015

三个月

就快三个月了。



好安静的三个月。




我们,


似乎都不约而同的,


选择了沉默。



感觉上,生命中,好像少了一些东西。




少了一个伴,


少了一些对话,


少了一些色彩,


少了一丝丝的。。。会心一笑。




但也少了,


奢望。


也少了,


每次都无法避免的


失望和失落。




这是我想要的吗?



不想受到伤害,就要如此果决的抽离吗?




可能吧。




你应该也明白,发生了什么事吧。


我相信,你一向来都明白。




不管怎样,


谢谢你。



谢谢你给我的回忆。













Wednesday, January 21, 2015

无解

听歌的人有两种。

听旋律,听歌词。



你跟我一样,都是听歌词的人。


很奇妙,你大概永远也不会知道,我有多了解你内心深处的感受吧。。。



那种想要被爱的渴望。



在人前的无所谓,根本无法掩饰你的寂寞。




可惜。



可能就是没缘分吧。




尽管我很想,但很早就看透了。



别问为什么没出现了。


你跟她一样,都是在找你能够爱的人,不是爱你的人。




问题是,你爱的人,不一定爱你。



算了,希望你有一天能找到吧。





Thursday, January 01, 2015

2015 又是一年



最近突然间想通了很多事情。


也看清了自己之前的愚蠢。


太没度量了。



可能在开导别人的时候,无形中也开导了自己。


If it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out.


讲一些有的没的,也实在没必要。



Maybe its me.


Maybe i should be the one looking at myself and seeing how i can improve as a person.


Nobody owes me anything.



You probably will never see this or know how i ever felt.



But i' m sorry.


Sorry for feeling the way i did.


For thinking that i should be entitled to anything.


For seeing u as a bad person.


For complaining and whining like some great wrong had been done to me.




要放弃就放弃咯。


胡乱生别人的气也实在太王八蛋了。




I'm sorry. I'm not worthy.




希望2015,我能好好的自我反思。


Become  a better man.


That's my new year resolution.






Monday, May 05, 2014

In a slump




You know the slump is bad when you are not even motivated to blog about it.

Monday, February 24, 2014

当局者迷,旁观者伤


Seeing your 2 best friends break up just months before they get married. 除了他们两个,最难过的应该是我了。

Its affected me way more than i can imagine..

When i was always down with my own relationship problems, they were always there.

And now, i am witnessing how their relationship is going down the drain..


尤其当我一向来都不看好这段感情时,but i had always hope and pray that maybe it might work out 1 day...


Its very depressing to see your own prediction come true. Its very depressing to know how much pain your best friends are going through because you have been through them yourself.


然后又会去想,自己本来可以做些什么,来改变这结局。。。



Its like seeing my own failed relationship but 10 times worse. When you gave your all, and in the end you lost everything.

也许没有对错,但是一定会受伤的。。。



I was so hurt when mine failed. I can't imagine how they feel. 

And knowing that, i feel sad for them. The sadness is overwhelming.




Sunday, September 15, 2013

木兰花令

人生若只如初见,何事秋风悲画扇

等闲变却故人心,却道故心人易变。

骊山语罢清宵半,泪雨零铃终不怨。

何如薄幸锦衣郎,比翼连枝当日愿

Monday, September 09, 2013

Pumped up



People do change over time..



Once upon a time, i probably wouldn't even give a damn about what people think about me.




Nowadays? I get real pumped up when people look down on me, shit on me.

Real pumped up to be better and show them what i 'm made of.



For better or worse?

Who knows.


But it's precisely what i need to motivate me to run after a long and tiring day at work.


Don't fucking look down on me.



Wednesday, August 28, 2013

I Won't Give Up




We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not


And who I am

Thursday, May 02, 2013

沈佳宜








每个男孩的心中,都有一个沈佳宜



我的沈佳宜也快结婚了,她也邀请我去她的婚礼。

哈哈,真是人生如戏。



跟她也没什么轰轰烈烈的故事,只是纯纯的单恋。

没缘分就是没缘分,无法强求。



她是个好女孩。我真的替她高兴。真的。恭喜你找到你的另一伴。


祝福你,要永远幸福哦。

=)